(@)Glenda.

Gosh whats wrong with me. I feel as if im some douche bag this year for many reasons. I feel as if im studying for the scholarship, i feel as if i study for tests for the money (which i am). I feel as if im some emotionless freak when someone is making me smile. I feel sometimes i dont join the crowd but instead criticize them. I feel as if i have too much info in my life that i dont enjoy myself. And worse of all i feel that i need to be better, but when im there, i just look away.

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